I enjoy times when i’m reminded of what I really liked and like about you. Sometimes we just click and I remember there was a point when I could look at you and it felt like we were having entire conversations without saying anything. I guess even if it isn’t the same now, that still happens sometimes and I don’t get to experience that with everybody.
You have an effect on me where you bring out my quiet a lot of the time. But you also bring out the part of me that says lame things that make me feel instant lame.
But sometimes I catch you smiling at me doing random things and I choose to feel good about that.
“It is allowed to invent new verbs?
I want to create one for you: I sky you, so that my wings may stretch out enormously, to love you without boundaries.”—Frida Kahlo, “Passionate letters”, Abscondita (2002)
I want to pull my own arms off sometimes when i’m really sad or frustrated like right now. I think it’s just a sensation of being uncomfortable with myself and my situation that is sitting in that spot.